I am in the process of searching for a job. It has been a good experience so far; my resume and/or CV are ready to go, I’ve worked up a work experience timeline so that I have all the information from previous employers ready to access and I have some good places to look. I’ve applied for four jobs in the last month, and they are all pretty different. The good news is that I got my first interview. I am encouraged by this–it means I am applying for the right kinds of jobs for the level of experience I have. However, I was not expecting to get an interview this soon. I had to apply for a lot of different positions the last time I looked for jobs and it took me about four months to find something. I have this timeline in my head for finding my next job, and it involves a lot of looking, applying here and there, and then waiting for an interview. In the timeline in my head, this is going to take six months or maybe even a year. So when I got called to interview for one of the positions I applied for, I was excited and nervous, but fearful too because I do not feel ready to take the next step.
I currently have a great work environment, and I’m fearful that I will not be able to discern whether my next place will also be a positive place to work. I have had a job where I did not communicate well with my supervisor and I never want to repeat that experience again. It seems difficult to me to gauge whether a new work environment will be a positive place to work. I realize that there is always going to be one or two people that could be more difficult to work with, but even in those situations, the workplace can be a positive place to be. I’m really hoping that I’m able to discern this. At least I only have to make a decision if they want to hire me!